mossadance

dear parents.
im not going to argue or defend myself.
i've got better things to channel time and energy to. to channel Power to.
its not a worthy-enough cause to me, for me. im sorry.
its crystal clear u already have come to a conclusion. so. since u've done the finale, clear the theatre. well. at least I'm Leaving.

i know i have to put myself in the shoes of the other person to better view this whole issue. Yet. no one mentioned my pair of shoes.

i will not shoulder this full load of blame. just as i cannot take a full load of glory or honor, without admitting that i didnt do it just-by-myself. Ignoring facts will- make u realise and feel its reality even more, albeit later. that's all.

i just cannot swallow down ur argument, ur conclusion, ur wadever. not to mention 'digest' it. not at the moment i heard it. and even worse so after i thought thru it very objectively. i am flexible when it comes to such things. i really make it a point to reflect and think. really.

u see just this episode. ur script's not collated. its but the lines of one actor. reality is not first-come-first-serve. why wld an earlier testimonial/account gain more favour. if that's so with you, I refuse to join the queue. i won't even go near the line.

[i know i still love my parents. its just unfortunate they missed the mark this time round, to my dissppointment. yet. anticipation.] u've still got my love and my, my, [together:] "what a bargain for you".

kmli blogged at 8/31/2005 03:12:00 PM

today, i remember cubo, the female cricket, which i saved, and released.

clever cubo jumps into a pail. a pail filled with water when she should know she's a cricket.

recuperating in her agarose gel glass apartment, enjoying the fantastic scenery

awaiting her new bungalow, chewin on cabbage. cool cubo.

kmli blogged at 8/31/2005 11:15:00 AM

had a horrible Friday.
im having a horrible Saturday. to the likes of the dilemmas and depression last year, when i was intheprocess of abandoning german.
its made worse, because i can afford no time to think about any of it.
i should be having a terrible sunday as well.
followed by disastrous monday and tuesday.
then i'll have a non-breather. to help me face horrid friday.

orange juice's in the freezer.
and that is ALL that's cheering me up a bit.
after i finish the packet. i'll turn on the engine- to start this cycle once again.

kmli blogged at 8/28/2005 07:48:00 AM

eois are here.
so annoying. but must have stamina to pull thru.
no matter what happens in between.

dad bought some stupid ornamental stones and placed them on a glass plate filled with water. the patterns on the stones/pebbles are really quite nice la.
i was walking round the house and adjusted the pebbles, cos they were arranged to one side of the plate and i found it irritatingly unbalanced and..wrong.

then when daddy came home, he asked who touched/rearranged his pebbles.

i was like "ME." explained how they were disturbingly only one one half of that big glass plate. i elaborated on the concept of 'balance' and 'symmetry'...[haha]

then dad said something quite cool.
he said he arranged the pebbles to one side of the plate only, to remind himself not to be hold certain biases in life.

wah. like real. i bet he was just trying to get some reason out to put down my point.
actually, there isnt a need to refute my pt(s).
cos i laughed my head off. at his weird thinking. goodnight. no. goodmorning. um...wadever la. hello to the eois then.

[i met so many interesting people today. so entertaining. i love people watching]

kmli blogged at 8/25/2005 03:39:00 PM