in conclusion of one beginning
so much has happened. i managed to change my literature-'woman's voice' option to a chemistry and an english module. so that's more exposure, and i don't have to do something i don't particularly feel for.

i attended the first lesson of lit willingly. but, i think i just cannot bring myself to talk about men and women as they do? it's interesting to study women's perspectives/their novels etc. totally. but, to categorise and stuff, all in the essense of literature, emotions, i'm a bit more meticulous. i know and i'm completely for women empowerment, but, you see, i'm not abt to round up my last term in rgs, doing something i've been doing for ages. oppression of women...and etc..if i do anymore of that, i'll be exhausted of any opinion/any remaining passion. i prefer taking solid action. no use lamenting. sometimes, we all know the problem. so don't tell me the problem. tell me what u have in mind, for action, from this instant.

but, don't stone me, i do see meaning in that lit course of course, maybe, another factor's that, i had already formed assumptions and blahblahs in my heart..and i can't appreciate the course as much as the rest of the class does. (or did) =P

now, let me declare my love for ss: advance leadership in citizenship. it's been real cool so far, with a 'cool' teacher -azahar.

me: mr azahar, i'll be leaving class early, in prep for inconv. at 5
him: oh. alright, we'll end class at 5 then.

him: is there anything u don't like in this six wk course? cos frankly, i've only prepared for the first week. and it all depends whether i finish reading all the bks/ biographies i have to read.

he always finishes like, have an hour early. best. actually, no matter how slack he is, or how strict he is, the reason for me liking the course is really, what it's about and yea..the content. feel so pro doing social contract and the prince. azahar says if he adds in john locke, then it would be a uni political science course. wah. i bet he's just trying to empower us or something.

and...there's a performance tonight, rehearsal at one. and the speech is still undone. how.

it's eleven plus, and i've gone to school and back. a miracle as i look at my empty bed. i feel heroinic. that's a saturday feat.


kmli blogged at 9/17/2005 02:15:00 AM


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