mossadance

highly annoyed. i was using the com - using the com for real, solid work, and my mum accidentally switched off the 'connection'. excuse me, mum! and when i restarted the connection, it wasn't working. after two billion tries, it's finally working again, but i am so extremely affected in my work cos it has come to a standstill. a helpless standstill. it's not suppose to work out this way! rarrr. im so upset.

alright. inconversation. just sent out a thank you mail thru the yahoogroups account. it was a memorable experience. lots and lots of times we got into trouble with teachers, with friends, and so many times, we've got rejected, by the big shots, by the busy ministers. but, we didn't merely survive, cos i think through this whole hands-on experience, this forum organisation has allowed us to conquer ourselves, conquer interpersonal barriers besides the cool challenges we faced.

one very big lesson i learnt is that, no matter what others say, dn't settle for a shared opinion, unless u've gotten ur hands dirty and checked things out for yourself. sometimes, when u feel certain things towards certain people, don't seek consolation in partnership. take that risk, take that step to 'know' people, to make yourself get along with them and vice versa.

inconversation last night was good i guess. im really thankful that for the forums i chair, they are usually quite smooth-sailing. sometimes, i can't help but feel jittery and...'high' before the forum, because in this sort of things, you just realise how important 'partnership' is, between organisers and participants. a forum works, i think, 80% because of the people participating. really. the organisers can only set the ground, firm up logistics. that's what we can do. not easy, but..yea..it's just this sort of interdepence that blows my mind.

nxt year, bigger plans are coming, and yesss, i am envious..haha..kidding. i just feel more and more strongly for such hands-on, practical experiences, because, you know what, I think, this, is Real Education.

met ron dudley and was assigned to take care of him last night. he's, amazing. he's gone through so much, but he is still...so cliche, but, yea, he's him. was nice to meet with ms melissa again. and cherian george was well. didn't know they all knew one another!

you know what, im still extremely disgruntled, and annoyed. i better stop here, cos i'm still fuming. see, there's only so much you can plan for. sometimes, it's hard to anticipate such accidents. just remember i've enjoyed inconv, and it's been a humbling experience for me. fullstop. i need to forgive my mum. now.

kmli blogged at 9/18/2005 02:59:00 PM

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