a new breadcrumbs n honey flavour. plus a bonus crabstick. ci2 yu3 shou3 ce4 is still a coaster. this time its open. now that's something...!

went for dance rehearsals today. i havn't been attending dance for a really long time, cos of school and all. i feel really guilty..ohwell. i'm not a superhero who can do everything and anything. sometimes, i have to pick and choose, and i have good reasons for the choices i make, as far as I am concerned. thus far.

when i cannot find a worthy cause for which im performing for, i can settle for performing for God or just for enjoyment, relaxation. why am i saying this? because not everyone can. i was amused to see people panicking when they saw me, the insecurity reflected was pathetic. perhaps, for some people, they live and dance towards that moment where they secure a good position? i'm sure they have their reasons as well. but i hope she looks beyond that. only then, that she is truly performing, i think, in my own limited experience.

dad was watching syonan-to documentary. saw how the old men were testifying to the pride and joy when S'pore was liberated. i casually said to my dad that, 'wouldn't it be cool if they had this documentary lead towards national day?'.

dad said 'of course not'. 'what if you offend the japs? S'pore has to keep their investors. there would be misunderstandings, S'pore's outrightly supporting the Japs in their UN security council application...'

YIKES.

I hate it when i don't SEE through sudden ideas..it's not impulsivity..its just that I don't see enough get it? i get so annoyed with myself when dad manages to just shoot me down like that...it's SO obvious. but why didn't I see?

i need some training and development in this area. I grade myself Unsatisfactory. I have to be critical with myself on this. the inner voice: ahem. maybe, i should work on HIGHER CHINESE TOO? i'm proud to announce i've finished part A of chinese?!? prelims are on Monday?!? with a miracle, I could get A2. but i want A1.

oh. after dance, me, my sis and my mum had a good session of talking and crapping. mum says i should be a lawyer cos i'm analytical. but she says i should work behind the court scene, and let my sis talk. [she was making fun of how my sis answers back to her and dad].


kmli blogged at 9/11/2005 12:23:00 PM


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