crap. urgh.
phy and bio 'paper-checking' is over. as if there's anything real to check. euphemism. im down on my mark-bargaining luck. sheesh. marks are very ugly. watched fourseven practice for netball today, after failing to get an additional mark for physics. such a rigid marking scheme. so scheming. u know i Know it. i'm not going to sch for chinese prelims paper check tmr. i rather go for dental then to have to sit on the rotting wooden floor, and go through another session of 'papers-checking'. basically, how well wld i have done for chinese prelims right? well. my chinese tcher's back! shall plead with her to go thru my paper with me individually. another day.

[1] well...one more day to ss bk review deadlines. so exciting.
[2] that friend is okayed already. i guess=]
[3] mr chia is Very funny. was sitting with me emily sophie steph today. he said me and emily are now 'famous' for our (In Conversation Forum) "That-Friday-Night-Stay-Back-Thing" Tell me. Can there be a cooler name.
He said teachers are always finding ways to 'reward' such nonacademic/noncca 'achievements'. really. for "That-Friday-Night-Stay-Back-Thing", i need no reward. it was in itself, sweet success and i think i did enjoy every moment of it. =) im glad i took up the project. well, next year there is going to be a bigger convention, i think. i think it will be very good as well.
[4] my mum's transfering to another branch for work and the kids missed her. She was showing off, very subtlely of course, during dinner, saying how the kids reacted, what they did and all. Very drama series like, very touching. it is a blessing to teach, i suppose.
[5] yesterday, i found out somethings [x2] about someone. woohoo. such news. if its true la.

just to end off very strangely with a poem with an entirely different mood i wrote earlier this year. was deciding to write a poem about -something-. but the neglected journal deserves some attention. so give you an expired one.


Illfittingnesstation
Like globey, gooey clay
Unwilling to set or stay
it just so happens. I dont know
Meant to, but just can't settle
settle still; settle fixed, into the potter's mould
Like that steadfast strand of lalang grass
Unwilling to bend or bow
it just so happens, I don't know who to ask
Directionless among the winds, dawn to dusk
In the wind, against it, should I just go along with it.
Like that wintry compass needle.
With no passion to recognise the north
it just so happens, no taunts or threats gets it to settle
Against the magnetic field it seeks.
Spinning, not complying, let it stop, not.
footnote: i was typing and my sis was reading aloud, in a mildly dramatic robotic voice next to me, being an idiot. so i purposely typed " i am so stupid" and she read it! gotcha! then, i deleted that line and continued tying the intended lines for my poem. =D sigh. back to ss.
[it's just this assignment, i still like ss.]


kmli blogged at 10/07/2005 01:18:00 AM


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