mossadance

im having such a tough time, im up to my...er..nose..no...im covered, Buried in work. But i'm not complaining. I'm confident I can emerge quite unscathed. somehow. it's quite...thrilling to have to juggle many things. it's not something that comes by thru mere wish. Dare...my, do i sound...tough/rough? i think a lot of times i sound very commanding and competitive or whatever, but, really, dont assume without first knowingknowing me. Oh, did i just expose a weakness? well, dont think u can catch on quick enough to make use of me. not that easy.

im having gastric today. complete with a backache. i've been hard at work since i got home at around 7. had attachment today. brilliant start. the guppies aren't even fed! poor fishes. the only thing that's spurring me on is to try to play heroine, and work together with the fishes on a joint mission, to avoid having them on the dinner plate of jeremy's eel. - actually i see that as some sort of eventual end. or perhaps, i'll just let them off or something. LATER. not so soon..hurhur.

anyways. lots of things to do. my to-do list is...so long. okok..shall stop mentioning im busy. just remember i'm busy ok? oh no, there i said it again, that im busy. no! i just mentioned my business.Stop! [see. clearly demented. but joyfully so]

tmr there's rehearsal at hotel early in the morn! urgh. then still must busy myself abt the preps. seriously, i guess im compelled to feel excited abt f.a.m. from the busyness and preparations. i have so many thoughts! hada really good talk/discussion/consultation today.

kmli blogged at 11/17/2005 01:35:00 PM

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