mossadance

say hello to november. i was looking thru my entries in Oct, and oh, i realised they were actually quite...unique. about science, politics...?!? but i do like them. at least i 'did'.
was rushing options essay on deepavali. i know i'm a lil unique, but, wow, that sense of purpose, urgency and...simple busy-ness, was so, high-ifying. i was drunk on it.

[1] angsty, flaming, teenage bloggers. don't waste space and time, getting yourself angry by recounting and narrating your experiences and thoughts in most horrible engrish. if it is done with this half-mindedness that you can promote your seeming eloquence, let me tell you with a full mind then, that perhaps, you have lost your mind. when arguments go in circles, it's like shooting a weak arrow, then holding up the target in front of your face, smiling, and getting hit straight on. but, im sure such entries do have that occasional value for marketability? I like moving my cursor along everyline, and laugh it down, down to each punctuation and space. And when I come across words that sound so familiar, because i have used that exact phrase before, I pause for a moment to reread that sentence. Silently, I congratulate myself for having deserved such significance and influence over your life. [this is no blog war. dont be sensitive, u]

[2] Was farewell assembly today. Sindhu and my vote of thanks speech wasn't exactly good-good, but it was better than the runthrough we had on full dress rehearsal. It was tragic how we had to proceed with the wet weather plan. Sec ones had to watch a substandard telecast, which i find extremely tragic, because some sec twos and threes did not deserve that patch of wooden or concrete space under their bottoms because they were so barren in their capacity for etiquette and respect. They are the real deservers of the most substandard telecast. We owe them one. Anyway, the farewell programme for Mrs Chan was really nice. Especially the teachers' item. It was, amazingly fabulous. Encore. [why were the singing talents not discovered earlier]

[3] then i got a yellow slip for early dismissal and went down with the dancers for lunch at orchard, before proceeding to rjc for chingay 06 prac. after practice, went down to mos burger, to talk and rest [it was an extra hot day!] and rest and talk again, and drink some water, and ...it was for 2-3 hours? I sat till I ached all over and my head felt as if it was going to explode. But, got to hear really funny things, frm fellows and seniors. I think our dance batch is really nice =)

[4] came home and Jesse was here. this lil boy is so adorable, because he is such a little gentleman. He speaks so as-a-matter-of-factly, about his future career at KK hospital as a doctor, about how he will be a doctor first, then he will be one who tows away stalled vehicles when he has time, and how he needs to buy a car- a Ferarri. He is so talkative, with such a Short attention span and he speaks of numbers and facts and details with such passion and he explains stuffs and talk to you like an adult and he just makes you want to look hard at him again and just marvel at his weird, young antics. He drew three flowers for me, and put down his name and date. Also, he stated down his different classes so I can go and 'look for him' if i have time. P1A and P1B. [Jesse, you think the whole world only your class called that ah]

"At day school, I'm at P1A. I have to move from doors 2 to 6, for dining, and lessons and you can find me there. I am in P1B for night school. I don't know why I have so many schools. But my mother says to go, so I go. So I can quickly become a doctor. I want to be at KK. You know KK? It is a big hospital. Many nurses. I want to buy a Ferarri car. I want to go to a big school. There are many teachers and students. But now, I'm at P1A and P1B. It's different, but still many students. I study in school. I don't like Chinese because it is difficult." -- Jesse.

we are graduating soon. Friday's last day. It's pretty scary. I don't know what im feeling about this whole temporial parting thing, but, yes. Friday there is dance and auditions. Another thing to figure out. yes, we are graudating. I don't know why i use the word scary. well.

Filiae Melioris Aevi.

kmli blogged at 11/03/2005 03:16:00 PM

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