mossadance

last day of school. am I sad? nope. hasn't gotten into me yet. I'm still running the race, handing in assignments. [gasps] yes. enjoying it very much, strangely. i like living by deadlines la, k. and now that exams are over, my brain mechanisms, like alison said, are really a lil rusty. not that i like studying, i've already emphasized i detest studying, but i like learning. learning is not a notch below studying k, although it Sounds as though less commitment is involved, but it's really the ultimate, of education k. [wow. can be education minister ready.]

ahh! i neeed to talk about the bands that came under school invasion from 95FM. I was uber scared. for the boulevard band that is. That singer was having spasms! i know he's trying to dance, and k la, can pass la, in terms of stage presence, but they were really 'possessed' kind of high and I don't exactly appreciate that sort of..liberation. At the end, his voice was hoarse and all that. well, if that's the effect, all talkative boys shld go be like him. k, back to that bryan whatever guy. he was forcing himself to tire, to sweat, to look 'hot'. literally or not. i just stood there with the unappreciative gang and looked, stared, Laughed.

then, for the ronan band. k la. they were better. the lead singer was. gd at some songs. he convinced me first with the hey mama song. then, i reluctantly joined my friends at his last song - hey, jude. not that i was waving or doing ANYTHING of that sort. I just brought myself to step closer, to stare harder. I was trying very hard to find that gd part to them. ronan made my job slightly easier. I HATED IT WHEN HE SCREAMED/SHRIEKED INTO THE MIKE. so possessed. then again, maybe i don't Know how to appreciate such band/singer etiquettes. it was loud, in general, and amusing..it's been some time since i had such challenges of having to bite my finger, and stare hard at something to comprehend something nonvirtual. though i confess, i still don't get it.

the albino looking guy was funny. he said they went to RI and the boys were lousy. like, super cold and unresponsive. he said some people looked as if they in a hurry to go back to STUDY. haha. actually, boys, if they are ego, you don't expect them to wave and cheer u on like girl fans la. so, maybe it's a gender thing? [shrugs] Jason says my blog language is mature. really? i've yet to see to it, whether it's gd/bad. but what for sound immature when I can afford maturity. if i fare well attaining it, i'll conquer that patch of soil, i guess. afterall, there are too many blogs striving too hard to attain maturity. but, im sure we'll all find it. maturity is amplified in a myriad of ways. [okay, i was trying to talk sense.]

after sch, had auditions for m.k.t.b. then, went to rj for dance. we arrived when it ended? yay.
oh. got back progress report today. k la, comments not bad. results? ahem. heh.

received lots of presents today..em, well, it'll be different next year, friends are still friends, but when there is a change of context, there can be big or small changes. they are all changes still. I like change. i like the discomfort and challenge. of course, changes i've been exposed to in life thus far are still, quite superficial in a sense. But well, sometimes i tell myself not to fear change...cos everyday's different and in a sense, i expect and anticipate change everyday. so, i'll survive. im growing to like my grad ring. that's good. well, I've a horribly packed holiday schedule. appointments, activites, blahblah, and Im still filling up slots. even my parents have to bk an appointment with me. pro not. sigh. i better get going.

p.s. as i reflect upon today, i realise i granted gary too many complimentary kisses. must tabulate my losses. but how to disarm gary. 'disarm' = like, muscle arm...dis arm...haha

kmli blogged at 11/05/2005 02:41:00 PM

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