lagged journal
had dance on the 28th. we started off doing nothing at first. just danced a few times. it was..good! when we danced with music, with everyone from all the different segments altogether, it was quite 'high'. with wenxin and juee, it was higher, you know, with their crap and laughter. haha. i hope we'll be in dance together next year. funn.

danced a bit more and when all were starving, we went for lunch break at j8. i had a bigmac and an apple pie. i needed energy. didn't care for the horrible too salty fries and that cold drink. ate at mos burger. wenxin's leg was scraped. luckily she had plaster. hm. i didn't know 'she' was her. esp when i overheard her trying to evangelise? not too glorious for the reputation she has? not too glorious to behave that way at other times if she's a Christian? i musn't be judgmental. but. well, she's caught my eye. i shall continue being prayerful and watchful.

suddenly, im very excited abt school. i think im just wanting to know where everyone is, ogs and sub coms. after that, im not sure if school will remain being likable. but. how do u know if u dont try right. note to myself: i think im accepting reality. good start.

we'll have sunday sch under a new teacher coming sunday. exciting. but. sad+strange+weird on the other hand. i do miss david and sookyin. they really took us thru 3+ years with patience and they really 'waited on us' to watch us take things at our own pace. they never rushed us. and they always made us feel comfortable for who we are. i think that is amazing. and that is Very cool. cool in the 'steady, composed manner' and cool in the 'coolio' sense. BUT! im playing piano for e2. means i might just miss ALL of sunday sch. unless i sneak out during sermon? (plsplspls! - i'll read a bk anyway.) then coming sat would be dinner at david+sookyin's place. hm. for nxt year, a new boy's coming. i think he's quite brave. being a prc, he could make informed and independent decisions pertaining to faith and take his own steps For God. i think that's yea. very brave and independent. hope the class will continue getting along well.

got up late as usual today. i made breakfast for my sister voluntarily! wow. then, we skipped lunch since we had breakfast so late, and we had piano in the afternoon. lessons are fun, cos u have to strive to catch-on(since i dont practice) and please the teacher. such on the spot challenges. (that mum says i force upon myself). but practicing isnt fun. nauseating. but i need practice. i must hurry pass grade eight and finish off everything. (i almost said sack off my teacher)...piano lessons are really another thing to worry about. atop my other activities, involvements, commitments (what's the diff) and SCHOOL. help.

i have a new 'tea-break-conconction'. it's some mini pancake/cookie thing. just smash up many ritz biscuits, soak them in a beaten egg and fry them on the pan. trick is to have more biscuits than egg. the egg acts only as an adhesive and binder (gosh.bio). i could have added cut fruit and milk and cheese too. i'll try that another time.

yay. so pleased. while i was cooking, i was thinking how people say they cook 'with love'. ew. i think i would strive to cook with an adventurous spirit. cos till now, im still cooking to destress and cooking to me is just really a series of flavourable chemistry experiments.


kmli blogged at 12/29/2005 08:42:00 PM


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