mossadance

[1] im just about to settle myself down to begin real work - for the three very exciting lectures tmr. there are only one hour breaks in between- so i suppose that's kind of rush. i think 'one hour' in jc is neither long nor short. i had chingay practice from 4 to 7 today and so i got home quite late. adding to the dinner and chat with parents to a few phone calls, im dead beat already.

[2]mps later. not meet-the-peoples-session, but meet-the-parents-session. i need to speak with them regarding moneymatters and okay, AND moneymatters.

[3] i was trying to think of something intellectual and thinkish cos before that i thought of something^1. something^1 is a quote that goes somewhat like, being able to think but unable to communicate reduces one to the level of those who cannot even think. so threatening. so, this phrase popped up in my head. a little like chicken and egg but, im determined to draw a clear line to liberate it from the possible chicken and egg classification fate. here it goes:

familiarity breeds trust.
or
trust breeds familiarity.
or
do they Have to work at the same time.
and if they do
do they work against or along with one another.

no ONE answer, but discover the combis through in-depth thinking. so many possible scenarios. and yet, application and reality and matching those scenes to real life is a whole new set of many more combinations. aha.

[4] regarding a certain issue i have to pray hard about: dad offers advice. he says that if gut feeling tells me something is wrong, i should guard my life and not let that someone into my circle, or else i might find it difficult to leave or kick that person away next time. makes sense, but, what other MCQ options are there for my complicated scenario? what say you, mum? wait. she says the same thing. whot about the sister?

[5] i feel like sleeping now, and waking up tmr to do my work. should i take the gamble? from experience, such gambles are like unfair dices. the dice is usually weirdly shaped - to give a 75% probability of a negative outcome. sheesh.

[6] i think i've been happy today. like now, as i sit down, i feel very happy. what sarah says is right. i think i remember being very happy in school sometimes, but when i think about what i was laughing at, i find i can't remember.

not todayy though... =] gdnight. once again, i feel so happy. why.

kmli blogged at 1/11/2006 10:36:00 PM

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