mossadance

I Just Finished Piano Lesson.
I was angry with my teacher.
My teacher was angry with me.
It started off badly with scales,
Which I didn't practice.
Scales ended on a most terrible note,
Cause it was a wrong note. ahem.

Sight-reading was good.
But it did little to tame/extinguish
The teacher already set on fire.
Pieces were horrible as usual,
but I really Hate the second piece.
Ms Ramah says as long as I play
One note wrongly, it's obvious.
I dont even hear a tune.

but as she was leaving, she gave me a piano pencil. Maybe our conversation regarding my replacement lesson at the end calmed her down? Or, maybe it's just cause lesson's over and she's done with me. Maybe she felt sorry for me?

But seriously, it felt quite good when she was angry with me. Sometimes, when I play well and she's pleased, it tires me out a bit, cause I have to smile and laugh and keep the standard up. But when she's upset with me, she'll flaunt her attitude, and i mean Real Attitude. She'll give me 'that tone', and sigh that sarcastic 'sigh'. You know, it keeps me focused. And since I'm already that deep in trouble, I just have to do a little better to perk her up (before letting her down again). Like, since she's already 'tripped', I know she can pick herself up, so. heck. I still like my piano teacher. It's MY FAULT for not practicing, because I am too busy. And I feel quite dissappointed with myself, but i don't fault myself, because piano is not my top priority. Even studies. They should be my top priority (though it often gets misplaced, and, well, missing!), but if Im not even done with studies, Ms Ramah, I regret to inform you I cannot caress the keys of the piano, or even brush against the piano bench to warm it up 0.01 degrees celcius. So, you scold me also no use leh. How? But I really want to practice. and score well

- so i can get this over and done with.

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Today during GP, I wrote a fatty thesis statement. my teacher said i need to use a method called 'cutting the fats'. =] it sounds so surgical it pleases me so much.

"Reality T.V. is an unbeneficial form of media information that erodes morally-upright values and beliefs, though the guise of providing (extra)value-added "entertainment" that serves only as wrong avenues for self/social development and "dream-realisation"."

Mrs Davis thought it was lousy evidently. Comment, people. Is it really bad? The thesis statements I write were never first class thesis statements, but, that's what I learnt, and from experience, using 'broader' terms help to encompass the whole scope of my essay. Are there too many ideas to take up? Hm...Mrs Davis makes sense, but, I think I make sense too. And the thesis isn't exactly chim what. I didn't even use vocab. like highlevel vocab. Perhaps it's ambiguous? But that's why this is a thesis, something i Plan to put at the start, for me to expound on. rightt?

[1] erodes morally-upright values
[2] how reality T.V. is disguised as entertainment that 'appeals'
[3] wrong avenue for self develpmt/dream realisation
[4] in relation to social development

[1]+[2]+[3]+[4] = unbeneficial form of media information.

I like GP very much. It's about as close to literature/essaywriting as it gets. Cos for econs so far, we've only been playing trading games. For Civics, even worse. I have yet to learn anything propagandarish/anything of tribute to Asian traditional values/ anything that glorifies civic-mindedness/active citizenship. But I'm fine with it =] so fine it's mind blowwwing. hoho.
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I was in Singapore for the econs trading game. And we sillyly had a merger with (of all countries) Indonesia. But we were desperate and they had resources/land/white paper. BUTBUT, we had fun! Yiding was the lawless chinabusinessman. He went harassing/assaulting/threatening/(molesting) the banker. Go Yiding! Then, we had Raffles Stone members in our group as well. We had people who counted money, people who did tessalations when cutting triangles, quiet cutters, loud experienced people. but I'm very happy even though we didn't win when we average out our incomes. cos i think we're the most happening traders.

I wonder how Dance Auditions went. I hope....that that thesethose that...the therefore because... =\...dental tmr. should i go to school for cny celebrations? oh. arabian white coffee. i like.

kmli blogged at 1/26/2006 08:25:00 PM

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