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dental at eight. but my dentist was 40mins late. i hate such stuff, i know i have to learn to wait on people more, be more patient inside-of-me, but, that's too ridiculous a 'waiting practice'. but my dentist is pretty, smart and nice, so...as with everyone else, i don't bear grudges.

ouch. when she was fitting the setting in, it was so painful! cos the seventh-molars are very near the gums, and they're still not fully erupted, it was a terrible experience. i have a high threshold for pain and yet, i was tearing like a useless crybaby. it wasnt so much the pain come to think about it, the pain was, quite bad, but it was just a lil' frightening for me as well. i could stare off at another direction and not feel that much pain/ isolate the pain, but it was traumatic how she was fitting it in, putting it back. [you probably dont understand] at first i blinked off the tears but later on, ducts just couldnt stop. trickletrickle. haha. so dr li was being all apologetic, dabbing away my tears and comforting me. i was 'okay' already. but somehow, it just pisses me off, the tear ducts were so retarded. tears continued to roll off for a minute more? i was so frustrated (though i felt better crying it off) cos i was worrying my dentist sick with that occassional stroll of tears coming down -still-. I was wondering why I was still tearing, trying to psyche myself to somehow suck back the tears and blink the sparkles off.

i cabbed to dental and back. taxi drivers...they always give me problems when i go for dental. I ALWAYS want to just lose my temper at them? and just snap at them..for cheating. hey..im in school uniform, but you are so 'low' trying to take advantage of me. damn low. so low i ALWAYS second-think whether to lose-it at you, or to pity you. then i think you're just human, trying to make a living (out of me), so I still say thank you after you've (short-)changed me, and I try not to just wham the door off your cabhinges. sometimes i just feel like dumping you the fee and opening ur cabdoor in the middle of the road and WALK to my destination myself. it takes a lot to annoy me so much. [you annoy me SO much. growl. God loves you still.]

i chose purple for braces. it is so hard deciding on a color. (laugh at me) i need to plan ahead. what color(s) should I use 3 wks later? help me.

i felt fine after dental. was wondering whether i should go on soft-diet as advised. mrt-ed to city hall and decided to see whether my classmates still waited for me. i was already 20 mins late. i thought they should be gone but...YUCK. they were still there. guilt overwhelms me. xinwei said my eyeballs still wet/teary. i dont think it's that serious but then again, very long never cry ready.

then we went to ecp. and blahblah and then somehow i rented blades and was under the tutelage of reuben and bennett. huiyi was supernice to hold my hand to walk alongside me at the start. amanda allowed me to grip and bend her fingers and thumb as i was skating. i crashed into zhangrue for balance, sherman pushed me over mountains (the humps), xinwei took me through the pouring rain by letting me hang on to her bike and thomas made me water-skate when the rain stopped. then...ohcrap. that zhenghong was the most helpful. he played encouraging music as he cycled past the struggling me.

at lunch, i realised i couldnt even bite bread. disabled already. can start dieting now. i was devastated. more so when i was filling in application forms later - cos deadline was 2pm and i had to hand the form over to the guys so they can hand in by walking over to rj. i dont know what i've done, but all's fine because i wont get in. but still, thanks to yiding for helping me photocopy all the documents +submit the form - - THOUGH yiding and thomas ought to thank me extravagently for helping them think of crap to write on the forms. why dont you guys love crapping such stuff up? if only this is examinable, i'll honors-it.

the auntie at wimbledon rentals was morethansupernice. i wanted to return her the skates and sit there and chat with her. i hope she outdoes all the other rental shop because of her high standards of nicety.[ my teeth painn.] reaching home, i couldnt sit down. cause i discovered another scratch. at my left closetobuttbutnotyet back-thigh. was wearing shorts and when i fell, i scratched it a bit. was super painful when i bathed. and when i bathed, i realised the skates cut another part of my leg (b) also. but (b) is fine now. it's just part (a)...see? ew. painn.

i dont like it when i sustain injuries outside of dance. it's usually cause im clumsier than i should be, and well, other than dance, what's worth being injured for?

then me azura and azimah (sesame and greenbean) bussed back to school. we changed at the back of 190 (putting on pinafores, culottes/shirt and sliding off our shorts/pants). sorry to that distressed male commutor. pleasepleaseplease dont complain to rgs. but we didn't show anything what, right?

was late and collected results from g.o. ms veronic gave me ___'s result slip and i thought i got b3...very sad but self-consolation commenced immediately. then ms veronica realised that wasnt my slip and when i got my slip, i was quite happy to see A2. heh. if it was A1, i would be happier. but tianxiehanzi of all sections stunted me, so...i wouldnt ask too much. well. chinese doesn't matter now, so. it's over and it's no big deal so...what's the point.

having porridge for dinner. for now, cheers.

kmli blogged at 2/10/2006 07:31:00 PM

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