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should i leave for good?
or have it as second residence.
i needa new template but blogskins is just overflowing with bad designs that hurt my eyes.

kmli blogged at 11/10/2006 01:21:00 AM

op on thurs. ok, deep breath - "i dont care already". it's so subjective anyway, was talking to yongjin ytd. he says only hope is when yanshuo becomes minister of education, for him to abolish pw. i think he will reintroduce s papers though. Today...i've eaten many things.

kmli blogged at 11/06/2006 07:00:00 PM

desperation and boredom.
im not volunteering at the kitchen dept as well.

kmli blogged at 11/05/2006 08:44:00 PM

home alone. not afraid of the dark today. i feel like a hero after doing pw i and r. (note to self: test out the replacement superman tshirt for church tmr. if quality is compromised, im burning the shop down, in all goodwill of consumers near and far)

mummy, daddy, please come home with food soon. i'm so hungry i feel like sleeping cos when i think about how i fried the spaghetti and egg and microwaved the teriyaki chickwings AND washed up everything responsibly this afternoon at 2pm, i try to doubt my hunger. ohya. even making the iced milo was a mistake, because...aiyah. so embarassing.

question: is life a life of waiting?
like. u wait...(do something while waiting)...wait...(do more things, think a bit)...wait.

ok. the wait is OVER. food beckons.
the next wait will be for you, whoeveryouare.

kmli blogged at 11/04/2006 10:34:00 PM

i was just lamenting how boring and unproductive im becoming.
then with senthil telling me on thurs after my councilcamp meeting 'hey. how's everything...enjoy your uh, holidays, damn it. i have a-levels' (of course i told him to enjoy his a-levels with like, the purest of intentions, adding 'damn it, i have holidays', in respectful return) okok. no offence dude. haha.

then chinghui said my life seems to be more interesting than his. (raise eyebrow) hmm, it sure must be very mentally draining studying for a-levels indeed, the 'sense' in you that gets drained away. ok kidding.

but looking at the squares of my life for the next 1+ month, actually, it's not that bad. there's pw. there are medical appointments (i really really love them.). i wrote a speech on why colours are important in our lives just now(ok, shamelessly, i think it was not bad for talking cock. ask me. gavel here i come.) im having a webchat (online spam session) with minister of state for education and senior parliamentary secretary with the rp3 people. how come these people have so many jobs lumped tgt. is it that easydeasypeasyweasy?

then, there's council retreat. which is a mere 3 day affair. then there's storyline - it isnt getting messy and stressful yet. then there is, yalayala, classtee. i really hope it turns out well. so far mr loo, mr chan, ms lee are all super 'on'. i was fretting over how i sounded stupid on the email. (okay, maybe i did. but they WANT the shirt..(:)

then there's that internship. My clearest goal is to assess the work situation and squeeze out 3 days leave permission out of my employer for orientation dry run. now. this is called 'beginning with the end in mind'. im learning.

then, that's not the end. i ate yoghurt and watched news just now. after that, i read up on nostradamus and i've established my strong-personal-unshakeable stand on it. and yesterday i went for lunch with rng sruthi and chloe and i ate red rubies. i'm running out of books to read after 2 days again. okay. this isnt That bad i guess. then tmr night sis at camp, parents out. i'll be in full company with myself.

and now. before i forget. i need to hurry off to bed and DREAM. plsplsplspls. oknight.

kmli blogged at 11/03/2006 11:36:00 PM

i had a long and relatively logical, comprehensive dream with a relatively smooth-sailing plot yesterday night. but already, i can't remember part II. part I was well, i dont want to think much about it. but, because school's out for 2 months, i dont mind...okay. i dont know.

but it was frightfully ReAl. okay, i must wakeup, get real. (but it's really super hard. if you know what it's about, you're going to be just as lousy...aiyoh. girls, help. seriously, i think most boys are leading me down the wrong path with their advice. aiyah. i dont know.)

my mum used to tell me when i was young (and still dreaming nightly) that if i ever get nightmares, all i have to do is to say 'em out to somebody, and that dream would never come true. but yesterday's dream falls into no net-nightmare/net-gddream category... and i doubt it would ever come truuue...(a kmli emoicon)

i will try to sleep early - and pick up my dream from wherever i remember. is life is stage? are men and women just actors and actressess? please dont let it be just like that.

tea is my favourite beverage. iced or hot. thanks mum and dad for the t-tastebuds. im eating a thick book a day, and munching on tvee and dvdees. a nutritious start.

kmli blogged at 11/03/2006 05:18:00 PM

hm. i think im coming to a 'something' about myself.
i think i am a really troublesome person. and hey, that's not a strictly bad/good thing.

but im just thinking...say, maybe from my parents' perspective. as a daughter, i probably havnt gotten into anything majorly bad. done nothing attention-arresting...but i reckon im really quite a bundle of trouble. basically, having a daughter like me is...ooh. how do i start thinking about this.

sometimes, when im with friends, i unconsciously do/say not-so-nice things and it's during those times i really want to kick myself for being such a lousy friend. the things i say, the things i do. whether i meant it or not. aiyoh...

but then, maybe it's not that bad a thing, cos if you get used to my troublesomity, you'll know how to deal with me, then life could potentially get more interesting or less stormy or less offensive or more predictable... i dont know. then again, how can i demand of people's getting used to? but then...yadayadayada. troublesome.

kmli blogged at 11/02/2006 10:29:00 PM

i know i like them when i think abt the short graduation letters i want to scrawl for them, the things i want to remember and pen down, the right words i want to use to freeze-up the memories, like sliding my fingers across that zip-lock for that final time because i know what im keeping, and i like what im keeping. just when everything seemed as if nothing could get any better, i had to head towards the (bottomest of the bottom values of the y-axis) in a -x^2 parabola -- way above speed limit. i think and think and think abt what happened before after and in the future. i dont know why. i think some people would know what i know they know im talking abt now. im confused ~

(edit) sad things are better kept compact. short.

kmli blogged at 11/01/2006 05:35:00 PM